im not going to keep typing with proper grammar with these anymore its not right!!!

this morning i went out to the store for the first time on my own in probably like... four years..? i was very scared but i made it without crying and i bought lunch for myself!!! my parents were proud of me too ;w; baby steps... baby steps!!!

Went to a picnic today! So many wasps...

On our way home we stopped to get bubble tea and me and my sister popped by the cat store while waiting for our drinks!! They had new kittens and there were two who woke up and stumbled towards us when we approached them and they were soooo cute... They were about the same age Mint was when we got her but a little smaller and more wobbly because they just recovered from being sick..! They were so sweet and kept bapping themselves against the bars of their enclosure for scritches and they were purring... my heart........

I'm doing a good job with commissions so I'm gonna treat myself to a snack tonight :) I hope they don't mess up my order again... last time they forgot my entire slurpee but the straw was in the sealed bag!!! Come on!!! It's not that busy at 1am, right?

House hunting is hard!! I'm really tired and I'm not even the one doing the bulk of the work :( I hope this will be over soon...

In the meantime I'm trying my best to stay positive and at the very least distracted. I really want to make personal merch of Lunya... like I want to commission a custom doll and make custom charms and lanyards and stuff like that. Gotta get more money. Gotta get braver about commissions and drawing more regularly. I'm also trying not to burn myself out or panic over non-existent deadlines. It's not good for me!